I see a darkness

It's been just over a year since I joined ol' buzznet!  I'm
terribly busy these days with an oppressively evolving life... which I
suppose is a good thing, but it's overwhelming and scary too... I have
been this bundle of positivity in the past year or two, but I'm finding
old "rage-y" shannon surfacing again.  It's been rough. 
Hopefully this will pass and I'll be on to something great very soon.