I see a darkness

the love of my life, my little angel, my bweeter died today.  my heart if broken, and will never be the same again.

It's been just over a year since I joined ol' buzznet!  I'm
terribly busy these days with an oppressively evolving life... which I
suppose is a good thing, but it's overwhelming and scary too... I have
been this bundle of positivity in the past year or two, but I'm finding
old "rage-y" shannon surfacing again.  It's been rough. 
Hopefully this will pass and I'll be on to something great very soon.

For the past couple month I have been doing a PT-temp gig that I got through an agency for the summer... but in spite of the hourly accolades they still decided to "fire" me after I dont know less than two months there... much to my pleasure I must admit.

You see the agency told me that the job was for an environmental company and that it would be great for me with my background in environmental biology and all my experience in technical writing... Wind River Environmental. Sounds nice doesnt it. Well it's not. It's a septic and drain cleaning company. In other words I was working for a shit sucking company... doing data entry no less.

Here's the shitty part... they fired ME! Um, as happy as I am, I think maybe I should feel really bad about this or something?

Actually, they decided to hire someone full-time, and my tendency to waltz in whenever I pleased didnt go over to well with them. hehe. my bad.

I didnt need that shitty job anyways ;)